A Proposal That Came With Death

It was love at first sight. The moment I saw Troye Sivan I just died. I looked at him and I wanted to hug him tight. He was, and still is, adorable. 

Sometimes I feel he doesn't truly believe how much I love him, or that he isn't as worthless as he thinks he is. And I want to change his mind. 

So tonight I'm going to propose to him. 

I know, I know. And at the wedding I'll read this note to everyone. Well, either that or I'll read it to him only or both tonight. I haven't decided yet. 

Troye, will you marry me? 

Troye is perfect. He's beautiful. He is my everything. And I just want him to know. 

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Another tear fell as Troye stared at the tiny piece of paper he had found. 

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It had only been a week since Tyler's death. I was still devastated. I flew over to Jackie's two days ago to be with her. The moment she opened the for she burst into tears and pulled me into a hug and We stood there and just cried together, ignoring the people who gave is weird stares. 

Some old guy called over, "I'm glad you and your son could reunite. He is your son, isn't he?" 

He had smiled and turned away, but it only made my heart feel emptier. 

I miss Tyler too much. Maybe I should end my life to be with him. I don't know what comes after death. But I know that Tyler will be there with me. 

I put the paper down. 

I dot know what my decision will be. I promised Jackie we would do a bunch of collab videos. I was going to keep my promise to her. 

"Oh Tilly," I whispered, tears dripping down. "I miss you too much. I know it wasn't that drivers fault, and it wasn't yours. It was mine. Mine. My fault. I started our fight. I drove you away. Literally. I'm so, so sorry. Tilly. I love you."

Troyler Mini's: Explained.

Okay, so unjust posted a Troyler Mini. Let me explain. TM's are just tiny mini things I'll write about them and pots. Like proms.Which I'll take, by the way, so give e some in the comments below!!

I'll also call other things Troyler Mini's, like if I post a picture. Okay, I didn't explain that very well. Never kind, you'll see. 

I'll also post an intro to me later. 

Troyler Mini: Why Can't I Do It?

"Hey Troye!" I yelled as he came into view on the screen. 

He chuckled. "Tilly!" he squealed back. 

"I've missed you," I said, and in my head said, And also, I love you. 

"I know," Troye said cheekily. "I've missed me too."

I had I roll my eyes at that, but smiled. "Hey, that's my thing," I chided him. 

He grinned. "Now is mine."

We started talking about random things; his music, the weather, his family, my mom, etc. But the whole time I was just siting there, staring into his lovely eyes, listening to his voice, wanting to feel his soft, soft, pale skin, wanting to just pick him up and squeeze him tight. 

But most of all, just wanting to say it. To tell him. 

I love you. 

Why can't I do it?

Tyler's Funniest Faces, Part One.

Right, so I literally have an album on my phone titled, Tyler Oakley. I do. So here is part one of his funniest faces! I'm sorry there aren't that many. 

Introduction

Hey guys! My name is Leanna and this blog is, obviously, all about Troyler, Tyler Oakley, and Troye Sivan! I'll be posting pictures of them, quotes, little bits from the Internet, and maybe even some FanFiction...*sly grin*

Anyway, I hope you like this blog!! I'll get started on the first official post right now! :)